A Widows Rage Defense Of Patton Oswalts Engagement

Brooke Cagle

Yesterday I was very excited to see that the comedian Patton Oswalt had announced his engagement to Meredith Salenger. Now, anyone who knows me knows that I dont follow the lives of celebrities at all. Ive made an exception for him. Our spouses both unexpectedly died within 3 days of each other and both of us have processed our heartbreak journey reasonably openly.( Of course, his platform is a mite bigger than mine lol)

On the 102 nd day of his journey( 105 for me) he wrote in a Facebook post,

I was face-down and frozen for weeks. Its 102 weeks later and I can confidently tell I have reached a point where Im crawling. Which, objectively, be improved. Maybe 102 weeks later Ill be walking.

I shared that post on my own page because I could connect to that place he was in. No longer frozen, but the crawling was so painful.

Well, its been 442 days for him now and it stimulates my heart happy to see that his heart has continued to move forward, that it has healed and expanded to the place where he can now love another. My happiness for him promptly shifted to indignant indignation on his behalf as I began to read the comments under the article.

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Comment after remark poured out judgement and disdain. It made me sick. I had to stop reading before I gave in to the temptation to rainfall fire in response to every comment. Instead I decided to address them here all at once.

So, my dear ignorant, judgmental, assholes, this one is for you.

You arent entitled to an opinion. You dont get to comment on the choices of a widower while you sit merrily next to your own living spouse. You didnt “re going to have to” stand and watch your mundane morning turn into your absolute worst nightmare. You didnt have to face the agony of despair and the only person who could possibly bring you convenience had been rent from your life forever. You didnt “re going to have to” stand in the ashes of what was once their own lives, when the sunlight itself darkened and the very air you inhaled felt toxic in your lungs. Go back to scrolling Facebook and keep your ignorance to yourself.

Who gave you the position to magistrate when its too soon for a person who has suffered the worst to be able to find happiness and companionship again ? Its been 15 months! How long should a widow sit in isolation before YOU are comfy enough to release them from their solitary confinement? Because its really about you isnt it? You arent actually worried about the heart of the person who has detected the strength and fortitude to love once more. Youre worried about your own offended sensibilities rooted in old Victorian traditions. Stop pretending you are actually concerned about their healing.

And it does take strength and gallantry. To imply that it is weakness that drives someone who has lost their spouse to choose to love again is asinine. Unlike most, those who have been widowed are hyper aware that everyone they find will someday die. We know intimately that the price of love is pain. So if you see a widow or widower overcome that knowledge and choose to open their heart to that pain once again, instead of evaluate, you should be celebrating their fearlessnes and fortitude. That much courage deserves a freaking parade.

And another thing. The person who comes after cannot and will not replace the one we lost. To imply that is insulting to the widow, its insulting to the new love and its insulting to the love who was lost . Earlier I said that I was happy to see Patton Oswalts heart had expanded. I utilized that term intentionally. I tell expanded because thats what widowed hearts do. They expand. One love isnt moved out to make room for someone new. An addition is construct. Just like my love for my daughter was not diminished by the birth of my son, so too, the love widows can have for someone new does not diminish the love of the one lost. The expansion of the heart is part of the grieving process.

Weve gone through hell fire and lived. We dont need your negativity in our lives.

So please, if what you have to say about a widow or widower receiving love again isnt supportive and encouraging then keep it to yourself. We arent interested in hearing it.

Mr. Oswalt, if this somehow gets to you, from one widow to another, I would like to say congratulations from the bottom of my heart. I am so incredibly happy for you and I hope I am just as lucky someday.

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