Losing You Has Taught Me Who I Am

Ivana Cajina

has shown me that sometimes people walk away from us. Sometimes we can give the entirety of our heart to a person and what they do with it is up to their discretion. Sometimes we step willingly forward, only to have person tilt in the opposite direction. Sometimes we can hope, we can trust, we can oppose, merely to have our determination fall flat and one-sided.

But losing you has taught me that when people leave, it does not ascertain my worth .

has reminded me that I do not control the passageway of period. That I am not in charge of the style the world runs, or if two hearts will beat in sync eternally. That I cannot change what happens to me, merely how I choose to behave in the aftermath. That I am the ruler of my emotions, and mine only.

But losing you has shown me that my heart is beautiful, and I can choose where I run, who I love from this moment forward .

has given me a reason to celebrate myself again. To put aside all my selfless hopes for the two of us, and bring my focus back on building myself. To entertain the silly thinks, the wild dreamings that I put aside in hopes of seek you, seeking To relearn what it means to be whole.

But losing you reminded me that I was never any less than full .

has done a number on my heart. It has tied my stomach in knots, stimulated me hesitate, constructed it hard to breathe. It has built me topic, made my resolve fade, built my feelings buzz and hum and beat in painful ways.

But losing you has induced me realize the power of my emotions, the sensitive female I am .

has given me reasons to doubt, to lose faith, to never want to trust. Your actions have closed off parts of me, made me want to hold back. Your actions have caused me to hold people at arm’s length, “ve been waiting for” they’re damn near perfect to show them the darker parts of me.

But losing you has shown me no one is flawless, and little by little, I’m learning to let go and let people in again .

has caused me to topic, to wonder, to ask myself if love is really worth it. You’ve constructed “i m feeling” breaches, empty, confused, and frustrated. You’ve built me take a long, hard look in the mirror at the person or persons I am and the choices I’ve made.

But losing you has shown me the person or persons I am and forever will be–not one who strolls, who betrays, who destroys–but one who stays, fightings, loves, dedicates .

And one who, despite your lead, will continue.

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