All of the unhelpful advice I got on how to get my daughter to ‘sleep through the night.’

By the time my baby was 48 hours old, I was being told to keep her awake during the day so that she would sleep through the night.

By the time my daughter was 3 weeks old, I was being told to reduce the number of periods I breastfed her and instead “top her up” with formula so that she was more likely to sleep through the night.

By the time my daughter was 4 months old, I was being told to give her a bottle of newborn cereal to fill up her tiny tummy. You know, so that she might sleep through the night.

By the time my daughter was 9 months old, I was being told to “let her sobbing it out” — you guessed it, so that she might just sleep through the night.

I didn’t actually follow any of this unsolicited advice, so you’d think that it had no effect on me, right? Yet as I type these words, I can feel a hot wave of rage pulsing through me.

How is it possible that such unqualified advice is being reeled off to vulnerable new mothers as though it’s some sort of edict?

I wish I could say that I felt empowered enough in those early days to have openly chuckled in the face of what sounded to me like utter nonsense. I wish I could say that my innate mommy confidence stopped such conversations in their tracks. But I can’t.

Because I was anything but empowered. I was frightened — perfectly panicked — that I was somehow bolt up this mothering gig. I listened to these snippets of never-ending advice, and as I disregarded each one, I felt more and more alone: Was I really the only mother in the world who wasn’t following this particular book? Was I actually the only mom whose infant didn’t sleep through the night, and was it somehow my fault for not following these unnatural-sounding “rules”?

I felt isolated and riddled with self-doubt. And on top of that, I was bone-crushingly exhausted.

“Tiredness” doesn’t cover it. Tiredness was something other people dealt with — other people without children. Tiredness was manageable and regular. I ensure tiredness, and I raised it tenfold.

But then one sleepless night, as I sat nursing my newborn girl, I skimmed through some comments in a mommy group on Facebook. It was the wee hours of the morning, and people other than me was currently awake. Not only that — this obsessive concept of sleeping through the night was also besetting them. They agreed that it’s presented as nothing short of the Holy Grail of motherhood, something upon which to precariously balance our ever-diminishing fragile self-worth as mothers. But not everyone was playing the game.

One comment stood out to me, and I can still picture the words clearly, all these years later: “I’m 26, and I don’t sleep through the night. Why should I expect my baby to? ”

Image via Louise Herbert, used with permission.

As I read these simple terms, I felt a slight lift in my exhaustion, so I read them again. And again.

There were other mommies out there who were following their instincts and who even felt confident in doing so. That realization felt like magic.

From that phase on, I received the gallantry to employ my voice. I learned to stop people’s unsolicited advise in its ways, and I detected a group of mamas who could relate to me and my sleepless adventures instead of inundating me with advice I didn’t ask for.

The thing is, the concept of sleeping through the night is a brand worth millions. And the companies selling sleep products and sleep advice require us to keep preoccupying over this elusive milestone so that they can keep on profiting from our exhaustion.

But here’s what I tell: Screw them and their expensive sleepy stardust. Because we aren’t merely dismissing the dame at the pharmacy or an ill-advised relative when we withdraw from the sleep game; we’re inadvertently dismissing an entire industry. Let’s be clear — that takes remarkable strength. When every dialogue we have about sleep is centered on this one ideal of sleeping through the night, it’s hard to see through the policeman and follow our mommy instincts.

So in case you, too, have lately been beset by the pressure of get your newborn to sleep through the night, I have a message for you.

Keeping a baby awake during the day, swapping breastfeeds for formula feeds, filling a baby’s tiny potbelly with cereal, or letting them “cry it out” might run wonders for some babies and parents. But certainly none of those are universal truths.( In fact, some even have known health consequences and go against the advice of they-know-more-than-us consultants like the World Health Organization .) So if they don’t work for you and your family, that’s OK.

Moms, do yourselves a favor and trust your instincts.

Trust your babies. Most of them will take an infinity to sleep through the night. Let’s collectively embrace this concept of normal infant sleep and find ways to accept, be dealt with, and prosper on what little sleep we are granted.

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